i'm really fed up with my life at the moment. Im fed up with waiting for it to start. i spend so much time daydreaming of good times, times when finally something is happening in my life, where im in the position to really make something of it.....but it seems t be taking such a long time to kick in, and i feel that i'm not capable of doing enough myself to kick start this change that has been needed for such a long time.
basically, when is my life going to actually start?! and is it me thats holding myself back?
grrrrrr.